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Re: In Memory of Dani...
« on: September 13, 2016, 10:52:00 am »
Dani's Birthday was a few days ago. I miss her so.

I thought about it all that day. I no longer go to the grave site. It's a yin-yang, sweet/sour visit. Sometimes I would think I could feel her... other times it just seemed so stark. So I don't go there.
I do go through my box of stuff of hers. Pictures, letters, cards, artwork. It can be intense. Other times, it's a joy. If I think about it too much, then it becomes incredibly hard to do anything. It hits me unexpectedly about 5-6 times a year. So I try to balance with just enough of her to fill me up with joy.

She would be 31 today and it's becoming extremely difficult to imagine what she would be like. Sure I could kind of  imagine her a beautiful young woman, but don't get much beyond an angelic image. What would she be like? Career? Kids? Family? Interests? Home?

I just write here for myself and reconcile on occasion. It does have it's cathartic virtues.

So many what if's.

Dani... I love you and will never stop loving you.
Believe in Yourself
Because the rest of us think you're an idiot.

 

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