way too much to type right now.  But I'd been on a HUGE Neil bender the last 2 weeks.  I literally started reading his book Ghost Rider which is about him losing his daughter and wife on the DAY he died.
How is that for completely insane.  I'd been talking to David Williams and was sending him tons of Neil Pear related material.

He was on a lot of people's minds these last few weeks....I think somehow he was communicating with us in some other way.
and we responded.  I'd literally not talked to David on the phone for YEARS and he called me a few days before...but I was already in my Neil Peart obsession.

I did mention you in the call and he totally remembered you.  I told him we still are friends and see each other. was pretty cool.
I've been texting with david and ozhan for the last hour or so and sending David screenshots of all the musician tributes to Neal/


listening to Rush on youtube and reading all the comments about Neil.
This is one of the bigger losses in rock ever and that says a lot.