I wouldn't hoid it against his friends for not helping him. I've watched a lot of interviews over the past week and the common thing that came up is that they just didn't know he needed help because 'Seau was Seau' in always being that "happy go lucky" guy with the mile wide smile. Junior wasn't one to reach out and ask for help. And some of the friends that have been interviewed about him did in fact ask him straight to his face if he was doing alright or needed any kind of help and the answer was always "I'm good. Really good".

Can't really pursue it further than that if that's the answer you're always going to get.

Sucks about you not being able to listen to Nirvana anymore. I know how much they meant to you.